new post. (:

went out with derek.
kinda awkward.
haha.
but he's a nice guy.
ahah.
watchd the spirit. sucked. 4 people went out. lols.
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cut my hair!
(:
3-4 inch away frm my shoulder
mum complaining
but i like it.

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i feel really happy for my vee.
haha.
happy for u my dear.

but it's always sweet in the begining.
he's the reason u look forward to school,
you'll wanna go say hi,
but u're just shy.
you'll think of him when you're not near him.
and how you'll ish he was ther.
but u say to urself, u'll see him in school.

he texts u and calls u.
he cares for you.
and he'll always be on ur side.
he'll try to make things work.
he'll never lie to u.
you know that no matter what happens,
he'll be there to cheer u up.

he's always nice to u.
and u'll get bored of it.
thinking, "hey! im only 14"
and u'll ignore him.

when he notices it,
he'll stop textin and calling u.
ull really miss him then.

trying hard to get him back.
but he's always "busy"

waking up, realising what u've done.
u'll regret what u've done and wished he'll come back.
he says he still likes u.
and u tell him u still like him too.
but nothing changed.

he's always busy.
his text and calls are limited.
he says nothings wrong.
but u know that ther is.
u try so hard that it'll be like a month ago.
wher everything matters is just u and him.

but things have changed.
and u know it.
but trying so hard for it to come back.
thinking, what you can do.

dont make the same mistake i did vee.
cherish everything between both of u.

loves,

i miss u alot.